Day 3, November 18, 2010: Longing For Black Ops

Today is thursday, which means one more day till the weekend! I can't wait! School's been a big pain in the butt the past few couple of days, I've been getting loads and loads of homework from each class. Luckily, most of the teachers like me, so they give me a little room to breathe. Wish the same could be said for other kids :P Not that I don't have friends, I'm a relatively well liked guy. It's just that, well, sometimes I feel left out, alone. Like I've mentioned in previous posts, I've been fighting with a female friend of mine, and we used to be really close. I know this might sound a bit sappy, but I feel like there's a giant emptiness inside of me now. We used to text and talk all day, everyday, about all sorts of stuff. And now, I barely text anyone unless I need help with homework or they wanna chat. And even then, I try to make it as brief as possible. Ah well, hopefully the emptiness will go away with time.

You might be wondering, "What does your loneliness have to do with Black Ops, which is in the entry title?" The answer is, abosolutely nothing. Sure, I miss my female friend (we'll call her Diamond from now on) but she's not everything to me. I still enjoy gaming with my buddies and playing lax. Of course, its hard to game with my friends since they all got the new COD game, Black Ops, and I didn't. I've seen some videos of it and it looks pretty beastly. Unfortunately, I own an Xbox, so I have to pay for live. My live subscription ends near the end of this month, which sucks, because it costs 60 dollars to renew it, and I need it to play with my friends. Problem is, I don't have 60 dollars. And if I did, I would've spent it on Black Ops, which is a stupid idea, because then I wouldn't be able to pay for Xbox Live. I know I'll probably get Black Ops from a relative this Christmas, but I don't want to wait that long! So, I either raise $120 before Christmas so I can get both Live and Black Ops, or I just wait out the agony. I know, I know, you think I'm a loser, being so dramatic over a video game. But just to let you know, I can do without Black Ops, but this is my blog. I use to it let out my feelings and rants, whether I'm ranting about my parents or Black Ops, or expressing how I feel about Diamond, or even just talking about how my day was. Nobody is forcing you to read this, so if you don't like the way I run things, leave. And if you do like the way I work, I'm sorry you had to read that mini-rant. I can get a bit carried away when I'm writing. Anyways, if anyone has good ideas on how I can make some money (other then chores and allowance) please leave a comment below, I would greatly appreciate it, even if I don't use it. Oh yeah, and please make sure the ideas are appropriate, I'm not gonna rob a bank or sell my organs. Well, actually, I don't really need two kidneys....

Day 2, November 15, 2010: First Real Entry

Sorry I haven't posted my second entry (or maybe first entry, depends on how you look at it), I left for a camping trip right after school on friday. It was a camping trip for Boyscouts, with no real reason to go, other then to have fun with friends. Anyways, we went up to the campsite, and got our tents set up on Friday night, and that was about it for the day. Saturday, we did an orienteering thing, which required a ton of walking. Then we did a service project, which involved even more walking. All in all, I would say we walked a total of 5 miles this past weekend. After I got back from camp, I checked facebook (of course, because I'm a teenager), and one of my friends had posted on my wall saying I was in for a suprise on Monday. Well, today is monday, and I was a bit nervous to go to school. Let me give you some back story first though. I've been fighting with one of my female friends for the past two weeks, I think. We used to be really close friends, until she went and screwed it all up. And somehow, she ended up with the same friend that posted on my wall on facebook. So I figured the "suprise" would have something to do with her. But, I guessed wrong. Instead, they were going to mock how I walk and my abs, which is incredibly dumb, since I have some pretty decent abs. No six-pack, but I'm getting there. Anyways, they chickened out of it, but they said their gonna do it tommorow, which I don't buy for a second. I'm not sure if I'm relieved or dissappointed that it didn't have to do with my female friend, because I really miss her. But I'm not going to admit that, she screwed up our friendship, so she has to learn her lesson. Sigh, today was not an easy day, but it could've been worse...

Day 1, November 10, 2010: The Start of Something New

Today, it all begins. I'm got so much going on in my life, I feel like my head is exploding. I need to let it out somehow, but I dont want to keep a journal or diary or whatever, it takes to long to write by hand. So, I figured I'd type it up on a blog. I don't expect anybody to ever find these posts, which is cool, because all this stuff is personal. But if you do, thats okay too, because I'm not gonna be giving away information that could get me in trouble. Just gotta unload some of my problems onto the Internet. I figure if people are going to make videos on youtube about keyboarding kittens, I can do this. If you dont like it, go away. If you do, keep quiet unless you got something helpful and nice to say. That is all for now, the real fun starts later. Goodnight world