Thursday, November 18, 2010

Day 3, November 18, 2010: Longing For Black Ops

Today is thursday, which means one more day till the weekend! I can't wait! School's been a big pain in the butt the past few couple of days, I've been getting loads and loads of homework from each class. Luckily, most of the teachers like me, so they give me a little room to breathe. Wish the same could be said for other kids :P Not that I don't have friends, I'm a relatively well liked guy. It's just that, well, sometimes I feel left out, alone. Like I've mentioned in previous posts, I've been fighting with a female friend of mine, and we used to be really close. I know this might sound a bit sappy, but I feel like there's a giant emptiness inside of me now. We used to text and talk all day, everyday, about all sorts of stuff. And now, I barely text anyone unless I need help with homework or they wanna chat. And even then, I try to make it as brief as possible. Ah well, hopefully the emptiness will go away with time.

You might be wondering, "What does your loneliness have to do with Black Ops, which is in the entry title?" The answer is, abosolutely nothing. Sure, I miss my female friend (we'll call her Diamond from now on) but she's not everything to me. I still enjoy gaming with my buddies and playing lax. Of course, its hard to game with my friends since they all got the new COD game, Black Ops, and I didn't. I've seen some videos of it and it looks pretty beastly. Unfortunately, I own an Xbox, so I have to pay for live. My live subscription ends near the end of this month, which sucks, because it costs 60 dollars to renew it, and I need it to play with my friends. Problem is, I don't have 60 dollars. And if I did, I would've spent it on Black Ops, which is a stupid idea, because then I wouldn't be able to pay for Xbox Live. I know I'll probably get Black Ops from a relative this Christmas, but I don't want to wait that long! So, I either raise $120 before Christmas so I can get both Live and Black Ops, or I just wait out the agony. I know, I know, you think I'm a loser, being so dramatic over a video game. But just to let you know, I can do without Black Ops, but this is my blog. I use to it let out my feelings and rants, whether I'm ranting about my parents or Black Ops, or expressing how I feel about Diamond, or even just talking about how my day was. Nobody is forcing you to read this, so if you don't like the way I run things, leave. And if you do like the way I work, I'm sorry you had to read that mini-rant. I can get a bit carried away when I'm writing. Anyways, if anyone has good ideas on how I can make some money (other then chores and allowance) please leave a comment below, I would greatly appreciate it, even if I don't use it. Oh yeah, and please make sure the ideas are appropriate, I'm not gonna rob a bank or sell my organs. Well, actually, I don't really need two kidneys....

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